should i let go of everything, and your selfishness

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Life really is short. But when we live our life to the fullest, we will have no regrets. =]

By the way, I have one secret towards being healthy.

The secret is, imagination, positive thinking, if i have to add one more, it will be happiness.

I once heard of a story. There is this girl, she had an illness, her legs wasnt able to move. The doctors did their best but there was no cure. The only thing that girl could do was lie in the hospital bed the whole day. What the doctors said to her was, they told her to imagine that she could walk with her legs, so she was very determined to recovering, and throughout the whole day when she was lying in her bed, she did her very best to imagine herself walking on the ground with her own legs. But no matter how hard she imagined, her legs was still the same, it couldnt move at all.

One day, there was a slight earthquake, everyone was running for shelter, but that girl did not know that there was an earthquake, at that time, she was still trying very hard to imagine, she was trying to move her legs, when she was trying to movie her legs, the bed moved. She thought she moved the bed with her own legs(when it was because of the earthquake), so she said “yay!!!! i moved the bed! i moved the bed!!!”, she was really happy. But in fact, her legs havent recover yet.

But because she thought her legs could move, her legs, in reality, REALLY moved!!!! her legs really recovered!! That was all because she thought she moved the bed with her own legs. Since then, she could walk with her own legs, without any help.

So i was thinking, “isnt life amazing or what?’

Now i know, This world is truely amazing, incredible, or i could even say, magical.

=]

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Im writing, because, well, this few weeks, a lot has happened. Most of them are not very good things….

as u can see, my title is saying, my best friend, to my baddest friend.

There is this friend, her name is LY, as i dont think i want to say her real name okay. she was my best friend, I thought she was quite good a person, the only thing is that, sometimes, she likes to call people names for nothing(i dont know why either) , even my other friend(YQ), said that she could hear LY say the word ‘suck’ for at least 5 times a day, so, sometimes i think shes kinda irritating….But still0, i treat her as my best fren…

So we called each other on the phone almost every night, and talked happily. We chat and laughed about everything, until one day, I heard from her other good good fren that she was lying about somethings…for example, I told LY some of my big secrets and she promised me that she wont tell anyone, but then i heard from her good good fren that LY told her everything about me, which she promised not to tell, so the next weekend, I asked LY on the msn, whether she got tell anyone about my secrets, she said NO when she already told her good good fren everything, In fact, her good good fren didnt like LY too, she was just tolerating..there was also another time when LY lied, it’s just that im too lazy to type all the things out..(sorry bout that!) AND SO, THIS PROVES THAT SHE’S A LIAR.

On the previous paragraph, i told you that i asked LY whether she kept the secrets on msn right? so when she said she didnt tell anyone the secrets, i scolded her. So she got angry and kept scolding my vulgarities to, some are, for example, u stupid idiot! shut ur mouth lah! or, F*** U TO HELL. something like that.

Did I tell u that the secrets I told her is about who i like in class? so she got so angry that, for example, i like ABC(just a nickname, so that i dont really have to tell who I like..), and then, on msn, she told ABC that I like him, so isnt she, kinda like a betrayer or what? She is just to much..SHE BETRAYED ME< DIDNT SHE?

plus, she is damn annoying, or irritating, i should say. she just complains about everything…Im sick of her complaints that she says to me like, every day! I REALLY HATE HER U NOE?

and, almost all the girls in my class didnt like her, one simple reason is, she is irritating, or annoying. So, in class she doesnt really have a lot of frens, she has only about 3 or 4 frens, if im not wrong, and i heard from other people that her only frens in class didnt like her too, they are just tolerating, i think its because they didnt want to lose any frens, but if i were them, i will think that LY is not even worth to be my fren, yes, i may sound a bit bad by saying that but i think its true!

Overall, i think that the main reason she is ‘not so good’ is because she was spoilt, cos its like, she get whatever she wants, she plays the computer for hours everyday, she get a lot of pocket money, she goes to the playground every single day and everytime she play at the playground, she will play for at least 2 hours, so, i think she must have been spoilt.

Sometimes, i dont know what I should do, should i just ignore her? Or should i tell her that she is wrong to do this or that? I did try to tell her that its not right to do this or that, but she wont listen, so perhaps, theres nothing i can do.

But, if you noe what to do in this situation, do tell me! thanks a lot~!

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Now, they have all grown up to be 4 beautiful, cute hamsters. They really are cute. I thought of selling the babies, but i just cant bear to sell them so in the end, im raising them myself!

Okay, if there’s anything that you want to know about hamsters, feel free to email me! I will help u in any way I can. Also, If you have any problems, like, friendship problems, family problems or u feel very stressed, email me! Maybe I can help you, even if I can’t, I can be your listener, well at least you can share your problems with someone.

Feel free to email me at >>>   angel_krisblue@hotmail.com
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But the worst is not here yet..ther is still secondary and university and work waiting for me…it’s sucha long way..y do we have to go to school for almost our whole life?! oh goddd..=(

So today, I’m talking about a pet. Even though my only pets are just 2 little hamsters, I know that it is a really great responsibility to take care of a pet, even if it is just a fish. It doesn’t matter whether it is a cat, dog, fish, hamster, mice, rabbit, guinea pig, or whatever your pet is, they all need a responsible owner.

If you want to have a dog, ask yourself why. Is it because you love a dog? Or is it because you just want to play with it? If the reason is that you love this animal, and you can carry the great responsibility of :

Showering the dog at least once every few weeks

Cleaning the dog’s cage at least once a month

Fill in fresh food and water into the cage everyday

Play with it everyday

Take a walk with your dog every early morning in the park

Bring it to the vet whenever it is sick, or bring it to the animal hospital at least once a year for a whole body check-up

and much much more…..

So, how is it? Is it much more than what you expected?

If you want to know is you are responsible enough for pets like a dog or cat, you can start with a fish, any fish, one of the easiest is the goldfish. So if you can successfully take very good care of a fish, you can go on, by trying a hamster. If you can take really very good care of a hamster, you can start trying a dog. But, please get your dog or cat from the SPCA, as animals are put to sleep if no one adopts them.

In this world, everyday, animals are abandoned by irresponsible owners, the reason that many owners abandon their pet is because they are lazy, too lazy to carry that responsibility. So, if you are thinking of abandoning your pet now, think carefully, after your pet is abandoned, how would life be for it?

It will just wander around the streets, feeling lost and sad, starving, thirsty. It might just be bitten by other animals or beaten by other people. How would you feel if your parents abandon you? So, really, think carefully before you buy or abandon a pet.

Hamster Name

Gray hammie: Latte (KaiKai in Chinese)

White hammie: Mocha (XinXin in Chinese)

Don’t they have cute names? A couple of days ago, when I put mocha and latte together, they didn’t fight! As female hamsters are known to be more aggressive and attacks a male hamster most of the times. Yesterday, I put them together again and they didn’t fight, not only tat, but they slept together and groomed each other! They behaved like friends and it is so sweet~ However, they are still not old enough to mate, so I put them in separate cages. Oh yar! If I can, I will put pictures or videos of Mocha and Latte on my blog.

And yes! I’m so happy that school holidays are coming in a week! My teacher said that I might be able to get my record book tomorrow! I hope can really get it ASAP!

Byebye! Enjoy your day~~~  =D

The instructors taught us how to use the bow and the arrow. At first, I was quite scared, and the bow was quite big. If I put the bow on my leg, it will reach my chest!! Isn’t it big? I thought it will be very heavy, but it is not that heavy, quite light, haha. So, they taught me how to put the arrow onto the bow and that part was quite easy, the main part is that, we were supposed to shoot the arrow on the bull eye!! I was to hold the bow high, pull the string and aim at it, when I let go of my right hand, the arrow flew forward, like a rocket!! I realised that it was very very fun!

I love it!!!!!!!How I wished that my parents would buy me a bow and some arrows for me to play with! It is super interesting! I wish I can do that everyday. When we are going to shoot the arrow, we will step our left leg forward, right leg behind. We will hold the bow up and pull the string with our right hand all the way till it touches our face, then we aim properly and let go of our right hand. You’re gonna believe this, it is super cool!! We looked so cool.

I LOVE ARCHERY!!!!!!!I know this may be stupid, but now, I wish I can become an archer!

That will be soooo gooood!!

I’ve read a lot of books about hamsters and surfed the web for more information, also, I asked my friends who had a hamster. So, I think I know a lot about hamsters now. So the only thing left is, for me to take very good care of Marshmallo.

Sometimes I felt a bit scared. What if my hamster is sick? I can’t take it to an animal hospital or a vet. It is not that I don’t want to, it’s just that for some reasons, I am not able to do so. I don’t want to see my hamster pass away!!!

Marshmallo is a very pleasant hamster and it never bites. Unless someone hurts it. He loves to stay in his cozy little house. He always sleeps in there and I believe he likes it very much. Sometimes I feel that he is a bit pitiful, as he can only stay in a cage his whole life…

I just want to say that it is the best hamster ever.

Today is 8 November, time really goes fast, 12 more days to the start of holidays.

For my exam results, I got high marks for my Maths and quite low marks for my English. So, I don’t know whether I should be happy or not. For my Chinese and Science’s results, I haven’t got it yet. But I will get to know it the coming Monday, which is tomorrow. I’m so happy about it, yet so scared. I’m happy about getting my results tomorrow, but my teacher said that the lowest mark for Science in class is 50.5/100!!! I don’t worry for my Chinese as I am best at it. What I’m scared about is my Science, one of my weakest subjects.